Tuesday, March 13, 2007

I'm not running from you

Made a call some time ago as my heart was left sore and torn
it was mine to be made,
it was my heart bleeding in and out at least I thought it was.
Years later I hold no regret, you're still unworthy of the love I'll never be able to give,
It's sad how you're still "first when no one's on your side" as you continue to tell things your way.

And as we avoid to even look,
I felt this -I can't describe- on my stomach,
hard to believe how it turned your way,
re-writing history,
now the villan has dark eyes and hair,
it's true I'm not running from you,
not afraid to look you in the eye,
it's your hate and fear,
that guilt I ain't carrying anymore.

We can go on forever ignoring each other,
but you need to know
desdain I can't even feel for you,
that's too much for me to give
so I leave that for you to act on,
maybe it's sad you're not proving me wrong
you're still a child,
that's why it didn't worked out to begin with.

Ahdee.

"I am finished with you, bury me..bury me."



"A Light bulb goes out, other people fix it, get a new one. Light bulb
goes out for -you- and you stand in the dark and say "what did I do wrong?"

And my answer to that is: "That guilt's not in me anymore".

Quote taken from a C.S.I. episode (adapted to my view)


What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

Come
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break...?

30s.t.m.